Thursday, September 01, 2005

tEaCheRs' DaY sPeCiAL

hAppy tEachers' dAy! luv this day...cos it's a holiday...hehez...so i'm here blogging...juz for a while...:P
ytd...it was tchers' day celebration in sch...i shld say the atmosphere was lacking...i dunno y...juz cldnt feel a thing...but the thought of going back to cchms got me excited...ironically...not becos of teachers...but to see my old pals...glad to see dor...recovering frm her grief and looking gd...she was the same old self...for ong...she was prettier...cos she tied up her hair...not like auntie anymore...hahahz...got to see some teachers in sch...they hadn't changed a bit...maybe it's juz a year tat passed...wu jiong changed his hairstyle though...but still look weird...hahahz...many of my teachers "left" the sch already...either retired or quit...didnt get to talk to any teachers...becos they are like superstars...bombarded by other students...so i juz left with ong to meet ping at bugis...
ping was cool as ever...as she claims...she is a "guai" gal...hahahaz...seemed tat no one had changed...probably y our friendship was very steady...after lunch, we went to national library...it was my first time there...and tat place was sooo huge...we went to the reference section and read up a little...of cos...we gossip and chatted...i got to noe their perspectives on love...ping wanted her first love to last forever...ong wanted hers to be special...but for me...hahahz...i dun mind if my first love doesnt last...not tat i do not cherish it or take it too lightly...it's tat i think it's impt to experience ups and downs in relationships so tat one can learn frm the mistakes and become stronger mentally and physically...hahahz...maybe i'm wrong...but this is wat i feel for now....:P
later, we went to mos burger for a drink...and ong blurted out a guy tat fits her ideal kind of guy...ping and i spent so much time thinking who is the guy tat can actually attract ong...we were tortured by ong's stubborness...in the end...we knew the answer and indeed...we were shocked...i was very shocked yet disappointed...shocked becos i did not expect this...disappointed was tat i dun noe this guy well...haiz...
after parting with ping, ong and i continued to chat...and she said she was tired of being match make with guys...i noe...cos i do have the same plight...but as long as u believe it's not true...tat it'll be alright...hehez...but i'll continue to tease her...cos it's really fun to see her expressions...hehehez...
ppl often mistaken me as a boy-crazy gal...only like shuai ge...hahahz...i dun deny but i noe for myself...i admire shuai ge but doesnt habour any hopes of having one as a bf... becos i noe a gal like me rarely attract any guys' attention... it's not tat i had low confidence for myself...it's juz tat it is a fact and i'm willing to accept it....ong and my relatives encouraged me to slim down to look beautiful...i noe...but i wldnt be happy...cos i want to find a guy tat can accept the real me...b4 i make any changes...this kind of guys are rare but i noe there are...slimming is tough...really...so i need love as a motivation...cos it'll be very effective...trust me...hahaz...but of cos...i dun need it now...study is still no.1 & i am happy the way i am for now...
i still rmb last time...i was being accused as a flirt becos i always looked so happy talking to guys...do u want to noe y? i was happy becos...there are actually guys who are willing to talk to me...making friends with me becos of my character...so i do treasure this kind of pure frienship...havin guy friends and gal friends have their own advantages...juz wanna widen my social circle...tat's all...and some more...flirting is juz not my forte...urgh!
hahahz...juz i talked too much and revealed too much stuff...but i do feel better typing out all these crap...hahahaz...have to blog off now...need to study hong lou meng! yikes!

PS: hey frenz...dun think i am undergoing depression/ love problems after reading this entry...really...i am really fine! :P

tat's it at 4:30 PM

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